February is the month of illness and waiting.

2014 was a long year in many ways, involving struggles with physical illness and depression, failing to study or work as much as I should, failing to talk or keep in touch with people, but also interspersed with stubborn faith and new love (which is now slightly old love, and has sent me a bouquet of roses nearly as tall as myself as a reminder).
It was perhaps fitting that I woke up with sudden, vehement fever on the morning of the 31st and couldn’t go out anywhere for the new year’s eve.
Podcastle was the first podcast the Corvus made me listen, while he was initiating me to the joys of listening to a story instead of reading it. I had tried listening to audiobooks (novels) before but hadn’t had much success. But, as someone famous (TBA) once remarked and I remember, short stories are probably the precise length of the stories that were once transmitted by telling. And I love Podcastle – love their selection, love their presentation, love the way the website looks and the font they use for their posts. It’s all so neat and beautiful. Of course, it’s a different, more vivid kind of joy to see yourself be published at a venue you enjoy that much. Also, there’s storytelling to happen, and none of my writing has been performed by other people before (oh well, a poem I wrote was excerpted and recited in a very bad play many years ago, but let’s try to never revisit that horror!)… so I’m twice as nervous and excited about that.
Passionate people are also boring people. Those with no specific interest or opinion are boring as well, so I suppose the only fun people are the ones with a healthy interest in a number of things, those who can switch effortlessly from one interest to the other. I am not one of them. I am the unhealthily passionate sort. I am writing a series of short stories, and if you try to have a conversation with me, all I do is talk about them, or try to make you read one. Or I talk about the books I am reading, or the publishing industry in general, or… *horror* *horror* of my notion of politics. Evidently, that makes me quite a droll conversationalist for most people.
In Calcutta, I had gone to university with a large number of people. Well, every university has a large number of people, but at mine the social scene was particularly active, so a large number of people knew other large numbers of people. Now I no longer keep track of most people I superficially knew, or the ones whose interests I did not share, which creates a particular impediment to gossip. Besides, new people are growing up into the social scene all the time, so my reactions to new gossip keep moving from ‘Oh, I see – they did that?’ to ‘Who?’. There are so many people in the world, every one of them of mild interest. I find it more profitable to know a few people to great depth than everyone just a little. I am more interested in minds than the surface repercussion of actions.
Above all, more than anything, I am trying to avoid any knowledge of that inhuman conglomerate called ‘society’. I have always been terrified by inhuman conglomerates – ‘school’, ‘college’, ‘office’ and so on. What ‘the school’ thinks is not what any individual in it thinks, and it’s meaner, more judgemental, more forbidding, reducing every individual that participates in it to their basest instincts. I don’t want to have anything to do with any of these. Much better this room, these books, these tireless hours of pondering and working upon a craft. They are so much more benevolent with their rewards.
And maybe the occasional coffee with someone who doesn’t gossip.
Earlier this month I shifted to London, with a brief, muddy (but otherwise delightful) detour through a boutique Welsh village for the Hay Festival. Packing and moving continues to be the horror that it is. Always too many books. But London is a relief. Another week in remote Stirling would probably have driven me insane.
The house in London is in front of a three-way crossing. There are corner shops and grocers and restaurants and takeaway joints all along the road. Three doors down is the Corvus’s favourite Irish pub, which is centuries old, back from the time when this part of the country was still known as Middlesex. (We located it on an 18th century map of Middlesex the other day.) But what I like the most is the large green park right across the road from the house, to which my large window opens out, and there is warm, glorious light all day. This room is smaller than any room I’ve ever lived in. Especially when the Corvus is down here, accompanied by his steampunk laptop, we constantly have to throw things aside to be able to move. But it feels large. Nearly as large as the room in the Other City before the west-facing window had to be blocked up, although that room was easily twice its size. But especially with the long – really long – days in London, it feels like I am swimming in light from about 5 in the morning to about 9.30 at night. On days that are sunny, like today, I am almost convinced that I can keep the depression at bay for ever. Of course, this bright weather will not last. I was here in January too, and I was ill, and it was so endlessly miserable that for the longest period I just wished I could die. My body is yet to recover from the damage of those weeks.
If I’m going to miss Stirling at some point, the feeling hasn’t struck yet. I do miss having an ensuite bathroom, but there’s little else. I wish I could attend more classes with two of the people who taught me, but nine months is too little to form an attachment and I wonder if I actually miss them. Occasionally I miss saving more money, but I don’t miss not having anything to spend money on. Stirling was one thing off the checklist, one lesson learnt – I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live in a small, picturesque town or village. The beauty and serenity of nature drives me up the wall in precisely a week. I don’t want to live anywhere which is not a major city, with a thriving cultural scene and interesting people from a range of backgrounds and supermarkets round the corner and actual public transport.
I hope I’m going to have enough peace of mind to actually study and write.
A version of this article was published in the April 2014 edition of Kindle Magazine.
In the last two months, two books by the American scholar Wendy Doniger have come under fire in India – The Hindus: An Alternative History published by Penguin India and On Hinduism published by Aleph Book Company. I have not read either book. Hinduism or Indology is not my area of expertise. I was born in a Hindu family, but a practitioner ¬or a member of the community is not the same as a scholar. Doniger has studied Hinduism to a much greater depth than me, as have Dina Nath Batra, her challenger. My opinion on either of their views on Hinduism itself would count as little more than the uninformed layperson’s opinion. However, there are certain ideas that surround the banning of the two books that do not entirely concern with the content of them. In this article, I will try to discuss a few of them.
The first idea is about freedom of expression. Should all ideas be freely expressed, encouraged and disseminated, irrespective of whether they threaten to hurt certain individuals or groups? The answer to this is not a simple yes, which, of course, is the premise on which conservative lobbies like Shiksha Bachao Andolan Samiti exist. Even the most liberal of us have topics we have reservations about. Most of us will be squeamish about the freedom to express works glorifying child pornography or rape. The same can be said for our stand on controversial scientific research; debates are strong on topics like human cloning or advanced research in weapons of mass destruction. Freedom of expression and enquiry in themselves are not an absolute ideal. The delicate dance between freedom of expression and the need to protect, conserve, leave alone what’s good has existed since the birth of human civilisation.
This brings us to the second idea of “what’s good”; and who it is good for, and who decides. In the case of the books by Doniger, it is Mr Batra and SBAS deciding they’re not good for Hindu culture and community. As we can all see, this immediately brings up a number of problematic questions, especially if you identify as Hindu. Do you accept Mr Batra as a spokesperson for yourself? Does the version of Hinduism you, your family or your community practises conform with Mr Batra’s (right-wing, upper-caste, chauvinist, nationalist) version of Hinduism? Have your sentiments been hurt by the existence of these books, one of which has been around in India for about four years and another for at least one? Obviously, the idea of “who it is good for” is not as simple as it seems.
Now to the third idea of “who decides”. Of course, major socio-political decisions are not made by each individual but a person or group of people acting on behalf of the individuals. In a democratic system, each individual member has the choice to some extent in selecting the people who represent them. Because India is a constitutional democracy, we can hope to vote away our political leaders if we dislike them. No such measure of control or transparency exists over religious leaders or moral guardians, who are nearly always self-appointed. They are not exactly law-abiding or answerable to law. As such they pose an unquantifiable threat, since we cannot predict exactly what they like or dislike, or which precincts they will not hesitate to violate for their convictions. They dismantle the very framework of democracy that allows them a voice and veneer of reason.
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Much criticism has been aimed at Penguin India for giving up The Hindus too easily to the threat of SBAS. The voices have probably been harsher because it is Penguin ¬– part of the largest publishing conglomerate in the world (now Penguin Random House), besides being the publisher with an illustrious record of defending banned books, from Lady Chatterley’s Lover by D.H. Lawrence to The Satanic Verses by Salman Rushdie. Authors and intellectuals, most notably Arundhati Roy, have been shocked and offended by the apparent cowardice of Penguin India. What we forget when we make these accusations is that publishing is, eventually, an industry.
Certainly, it is an industry with a very unique position. Books, unlike cement or mobile phones or processed food, are a “cultural product”. They don’t just satisfy a physical or material need; they educate, instil opinion, construct taste. Cinema or music are cultural products as well, but they are accepted to be much more populist products than books. Even in their mainstream (i.e. most populist) avatar, books are perceived as more serious business than cinema or music, never entirely mere means of entertainment. Avid readers are a discriminating lot, always complaining about their more frivolous counterparts, always lamenting the erosion of quality or taste in reading as a whole; in a way that a patron of avant-garde cinema, for instance, does not identify with a person who enjoys David Dhawan’s films. The “literary field”, as Pierre Bourdieu calls it, is a space of very specific beliefs and proclivities.
Writing in the 1980s, Bourdieu correctly observed that profit in the field of cultural production is not a direct calculation of numbers. “Symbolic capital” is as important as economic capital, and manifests in such forms as prestige, authority and overall perception in the literary field. Economic profit can only be made by projecting a certain “disinterestedness” in economic profit – by publishing books perceived to be “good” even if they don’t return the investment made in them; by not publishing too many “low-quality” bestsellers that reduce the prestige of the publishing house; by propagating and supporting certain ideas, beliefs and notions perceived to be culturally valuable. But then, most “trade” publishing houses in the world are capitalist businesses ¬– i.e. they are sustained by their profits from sales and not by charity, public money, grants from individuals or larger institutions – so the interest in keeping an economic margin cannot be entirely dismissed. It is a very fine line to tread.
The line has become more elusive in the 21st century with the literary field having taken a serious blow from the spread of the Internet and the rise of major online businesses like Amazon, Google and Apple. While part of the literary field ¬– especially the discriminating readers and critics – remain as merciless as before, the publishing industry has diminished significantly in power and authority over the last decade or so. When we argue for the worldwide resources of a company like Penguin, we must also take into account the scale of challenges that such a company now faces worldwide. Publishers are no longer considered as sacrosanct as they were once. Increasingly, authors choose to bypass them entirely, self-publishing books that often become bestsellers and also receive literary appreciation, making their place in the literary field. On the Internet books are pirated more freely, or sold cheap at very little profit to the publishers. If nothing, the fact that Penguin has merged with Random House only a few months ago should tell us about the state of the company’s power in shaping culture in today’s world, as well as the state of the power of the publishing industry overall. If we have arrived at an age that relieves publishers of their role as cultural “gatekeepers”, we must also choose the option of either leaving the gates wide open or finding new means of gatekeeping.
The risks of such gatekeeping have also become incalculably high because of the unquantifiable threat of religious extremism, which has escalated through the second half of the 20th century and continues to the day. When Penguin UK decided to keep The Satanic Verses in circulation in 1989, no one had foreseen the scale of reaction that Ayatollah Khomeini’s injunction against the book would trigger. The fatwa – issued in a country different from that of the book’s publication and therefore not even legally tenable – resulted in book burnings across the world, bombing of bookstores, bans in twelve countries, life threats to the author and everyone involved in the production and distribution of the book and the assassination of its Japanese translator in his own country. Such an injunction, it is easy to see, cannot merely be countered with economic or even symbolic capital, such as one may demand a company like Penguin to invest. (Freedom of expression or the life of an innocent employee? You choose.) And while Hindutva extremists has not yet achieved the scale of global Islamic terrorism, one cannot perhaps rest assured today that they don’t have the willingness or resources to do so.
I will try to end on a positive note. The Internet, while it has dealt a serious blow to the traditional literary field, has also opened up new ways of communication and mobilization, and I wonder if some of these cannot be used to greater extent against censorship. Soon after Penguin India accepted the ban on The Hindus, someone put up a blog with links for the book to be downloaded, which soon went viral both among supporters and detractors (most of whom, ironically enough, had never heard of the book before). Two petitions on Change.org have collected more than 4,000 signatures. Articles and blog posts have been written; social networks like Facebook, Twitter and Reddit have been abuzz with discussion on the subject. More people have read or talked about The Hindus in the last two months than the four previous years of its existence. I doubt that it’s ever truly possible to ban a book (or an idea) in the Internet age. But this is not the publisher’s war to fight. We can no longer depend on gatekeepers to herd us towards this moral direction or that – as a culture, we have outgrown that state of innocence. Let us ditch the clichés and look for new ways to exercise our freedom of expression. There has never been a better time.
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